I had no intention of blogging today. Until I read Reyna at Beta Buddies post. Please take the time to read this: BETA BUDDIES: THE PAINFUL TRUTH Of My Nights
It shook me up and it made me feel better at the same time. It made me feel better because I realized that I was not alone in my thoughts and my fears. It shook me up because it reminded me that although it is extremely rare, "Dead in Bed Syndrome" does exist.
I was just questioning myself after visiting Ally's endocrinologist this week. She asked me why I was checking her blood sugar at midnight and 3 AM? I answered, "I just do!" Mostly because I couldn't understand why she was asking me that. I wish I had said, "Why wouldn't I?"
I wanted to share this link to Reyna's honest post. I want those people who ask me why I still wake up in the night to check Ally's sugar to read this. I want them to understand. I will not take the risk!